And all that Jazz...

Well, as you may or may not have guessed, tonight was opening night. (lol, can you tell I love the musical Chicago?)

Anyway, tonight went fantastic! The play we're doing is called "The Lady Cries Murder." It's a murder mystery if you hadn't guessed. Not a thing went too terribly wrong, and the actors and actresses were actually getting along for the most part!

People kept saying "Good Luck" to me though, and if you're in show biz, you know that's not a good thing to say just before a show. You're supposed to say "Break a Leg" So I had to 'Knock Wood' to 'unjinx' it. I'm not usually very superstitious, but one time, someone said "Good Luck" to me before a show and a lot of terrible things happened that night during the play. So I've learned to be cautious.

Alright anyway, on to less boring things. I've just explained that the show was great, and after I was going to go to the cast party, but my sister came into town and EVERYONE loves my sister, so they HAD to see her. So some of the cast went with me and our group of friends to Village Inn (our fav hang out place) and had coffee and cigs. It was a fabulous time. Some of my graduated friends showed up for a while, so it was great to see them.

Ok...so you know how I was talking about the actors and actresses of the show? Well...on that note...I think I'm falling for a straghtie. *Big Sigh* alright...bad I know...but he's soooo sweet and so cute and adorable, and he's always giving me extra attention and winking at me and callin me babe. But see there's a dilemma...he's my best friend's ex. So that would not only be breaking the rules of best friendom, but feminism/fag hagism. *sigh* Also..that says he straight. It's just I sometimes wish that the extra attention he gives me is because he wants me and not because that's just who he is.

*BIG SIGH* Teenage drama. Do you miss it? I know I sure won't. Sometimes I feel like I'm so beyond ready to get out of high school and into College where there's less drama, because I look at these people I interact with everyday and I just think..'Wow, they're going to be stuck in high school mode emotionally for the rest of their lives.' and i'm so glad I'm over high school before I've even left it. I don't want to be stuck in high school mode emotionally for the rest of my life. I want to grow, move on, and expand myself to be better and achieve more. And that's the difference.

So I've officially gone off on a tangent, but I think that's what I do when I'm in a good mood. Well tomorrow is the last day. We're striking set afterwards and then supposed to go to one of the actresses' house for Cast Party, but I don't know if I'm going because she's a ****. A word that's so vile I don't want to type it. Only to be used on women when because they have one, they're being one.

Ok, well I'm going to get some rest cause a lot is going on tomorrow but I'll keep you all updated.

That's all.

Signed,

A Fabulous Gay Man,

Queen Trixie J.D. the First

I just move on

I'm back! Ok everyone, I know I left you hanging with all that drama, and I should never do that again, but I have good news. I got tested and...was NEGATIVE!

You all don't know (or maybe you do) how much of a load off that is. It's like I can breathe for the first time, once more.

Anyway, I'll just move on, and talk about school. Not a whole lot has changed here, except for the fact that it's getting friggin crazy! I've got two projects due for one class, both before thanksgiving break on the 22nd, and then after that I have two projects due for a different class due before christmas break! What to do?

But I have something to calm my nerves thank goodness. And that is the play. I'm trying to do a podcast for the play called "A Dressing Room Companion" Where I interview different key members of the cast and then the director and manager. Well...as you may or may not have guessed, that ain't goin too hot. It's a good idea, I just should've done it sooner, seeing as Opening Night is the 18th.

In case one is wondering what play I am referring to, it's "The Lady Cries Murder". It's a fantastical play full of fanciful things. Well not really...but it will be pretty funny, if we play things right. We should be able to pull that off too, because we have a fantastic director. He's been director all of mine and my sister's high school careers, and he's great. I just can't wait to see what he has in store for us next year.

There are only about two main events I look forward to every year: the school play, and Forensics. If you don't know what Forensics is then let me tell you. First of all, no it isn't about science. It's acting competition. It's so fabulous! There are different categories like: Improvisational Duet Acting, Duet Acting, Poetry, Prose, etc.

Well I'm sure I've bored you to tears by now.

But yeah.

In short, I'm fine, so thank you for being there for me.

That's all.

Signed,

A fabulous Gay Man

Queen Trixie J.D. the First