I fucking hate my dad...

Well I fucking hate my dad...if that's any new news..

On Saturday when we got back into Andover, dad dropped off robin, and he was suddenly turning in to super cuts. "Dad what are you doing?" "We're getting a haircut."

So I was fucking forced to get a hair cut...what a waste of my time...then mom calls and asks if I can spend the night and go to this homo-friendly church with her on sunday. So I tell dad mom's found a church and she wants me to check it out with her. He says yes, and I go over to mom's after cleaning up. She told me she was going out with Suzie to the Loony Bin ( a comedy club) and she'd be back. Around eleven I texted her asking for her to bring some french fries when she gets home. She calls me a few minutes after that and tells me that she didn't know what I wanted to eat so we'd just go down to get something to eat together. So she picked me up and we ended up at Jimmie's Diner. Good food + Good Conversation= Longer than an hour's time. By the time we get back to her place it's about midnight to one-ish. So she goes to bed and I stay up and watch t.v. for another half hour.

Next day, we both get up late, because of the night we had before, figuring it's no big deal. We have a good time, pick up some christmas stuff and go grocery shopping. We get back to her place at six, and I go home. Dad's at Bible Study and so I finish some homework, and clean my room. Next thing I know, dad's in my room picking up "Trash" and cleaning up.

"Dad...stop..I already cleaned my room"

"Ok. So how was your mom's church."

I thought about lying and saying we went, but he was also asking me what church we went to.

"We weren't able to attend." I was hoping to throw him off with some fancy words.

*He Pauses; gives me evil look* "Let me make something clear. This family serves god. I want my son to go to church, and I don't want ANY *yells that part* Distractions from that. Do I make myself clear?"

"Dad-" (I thought I'd argue at that point I just decided that he's dumb and won't care) "Sure Dad".

So basically he ruined a good evening, and he's dumb, but in ten years I'll be able to say: Dad, fuck you, I'm gay, I have a hot boyfriend whom I fuck everynight, and you're dumb and by the way mom's a lesbian but that's not why she left you, it's because you're a dumb fuck, and your daughter's a lesbian and we all hate you, and you're dumb...so die...

Anyway, I vented, I'm done, I'm calm, I'm fine, I'm over it.

loving you all,
Signed,
A Fabulous Gay Man,
Jeremie

Been a Long Time

Yes, it has been a long time since I've updated. Anyway, not much has gone on here. Today was alright, I suppose. I FINALLY got my class ring. It looks so good. THANK YOU SUZIE!

Also, today was Grim Reaper day. I had fun with that, considering the fact that this morning I was an hour late to school from oversleeping. Yeah, so they didn't really care that I was gone, but I was freaking out and had no idea today was grim reaper day. I was like OH MY GOD!

It was really boring, but on the plus side, it means I have no homework. I found out at lunch though that ELBY! had major heart surgery, and the school system didn't let anyone know until today, which the operation happened this morning. But the point is the EFFERS should have told us, so we could send encouragement cards before the surgery. I was so angry about that. I really wondered where Elby went.

I'm on slim fast now thanks to my wonderful mother. It's better than most dieting drinks and things, but I don't know how I feel about it. Oh well, anything to help my fat bum. I'm also just trying to do my best to stay motivated in exercising. Mom said all she has to do is look at herself naked, lol. I laughed at that one. I am drinking more water though, and I think it's helping.

In other news, I've recently taken up going to this GLBT Meeting Group called PFlag: Parents and Friends of Lesbians and Gays. Of course it isn't only the parents and friends that go, and it isn't only lesbians and gays, but it's still fun. The other night Myra and I went to a moie night over there. It was great fun, and I met a Lesbian Version of Tanya Dockers. The hair and sexuality is the only difference. She has black hair, and she's a lesbian, but other than that...HELLO TANYA! lol.

Anyway, I have some other stuff I want to be doing and I just thought I'd take a moment to share and care...or share...w/e.

Loving you,
signed,
A Fabulous Gay Man,
Jere