My Birthday Party was today

My birthday party was today. It was...ok. Don't get me wrong, the people I invited, had a great time, and I love them, and I loved the movie we went to see, and the decorations, and all of that, was what it was supposed to be. Except for the gifts. I mean, usually, my party is fun and we always start out with chatting and what not, then we move on to the gifts. Everyone is always there, around the table to see me open my gifts, and ok, I don't mind that there weren't that many this year, and that all I got was money (because I did ask for money) it's that my dad and mom weren't here to celebrate me. And that is what a birthday is. Is to celebrate someone's life. So, the people that gave me life, the two most essential people in my life, were not there for most of it. Ok, so my mom is in Iraq and didn't have a choice, but my dad did. I love him, but sometimes I just can't help disliking him. All I want to do is just talk to alex. He would make me feel better. But whatever, I'm tired and I have to clean up. Love ya. *kisses*